supertired

so, the day is almost over.  the weekend is almost over too.  it's a bit of a chore, but life goes on, right?
not a long blog today.  prayed but didn't read, didn't do meeting, didn't do Hall.  swept and mopped upstairs bathroom and kitchen, mopped down basement stairs, took trash out.  cooked dinner for my family.  beef roast and mashed potatoes and broccoli and cheese.  bread pudding and sauce for dessert.  my sugar is likely at resentful levels, but the pudding was good.  talked to Rachel, still getting the sense of some kind of distance.  talked to Lonnie, he's doing okay.  i'm tired, down deep.  full, sleepy and yet restless.  did the order list for the poems to go into ISOHYET.  it will be a nice poetry collection that will likely not sell at all.  about to go upstairs, gonna call Rachel before i shut it down.  gym tomorrow.  hope i hear from JCC soon; money is non-existent now.  but, i'm taken care of.  have what i need.  feel like a million pennies, which is still a bit of money...feel like 10 grand or so.  that's a good sum for me.  thank you, Father, for a peaceful day.