back (back) and forth (and forth)...

Chorus from a Cameo song.

today has been fairly uneventful, nothing too exciting.  so i'm just going to sort of blurb about it.
got up, prayed, did readings, scripture, sugar was good, took meds and insulin.  had coffee and water.  since Detroit trip was cancelled yesterday was still in the process of working out the day.  sometimes you have to have a better grasp on what you want to happen than that though.

ate breakfast, salmon loaf and eggs and half a bagel with cream cheese.  left the other half bagel for my mom.  before all that i'd taken a shower, though i didn't shave or groom.  i checked on my dad, made sure my mom was okay, then went to the attic and laid back down.

i waited to hear from Rachel, heard from Lonnie first.  talked to him for about an hour, then Rachel called. went to pick her up at 1230.  we went to the Re-Store in Struthers to look around, went to lunch and then walked through the Amish market.  bought some cookies there.

we ended up at the casino.  Rachel has been pretty stressed lately; i didn't balk, therefore.  i told her i'd trade her some groceries i needed for a family dinner tomorrow for some additional funds she needed.  my first time at the casino in Austintown.  so much poetry there, and none of it happy.  she didn't do well at all.  by the end we were silent on our ride to the grocery store.

i got stuff i needed for dinner tomorrow.  Rachel's been visiting my mom.  Saw Syd, talked to Joe about some sales stuff and some issues he's having with his manager on his job.  i got green beans in crock pot, have potatoes cut and in oil and seasoning to go into oven for a roast tomorrow.  going to figure out ham and ham glaze after i drop Rachel off.

sometimes there's no use in fighting a person's mind.  we go up, we go down.  we go through changes.  and when we come back to the point of needing to change, we make decisions all over again.  I know i love her.  I know she loves me.  I'm pretty sure that's enough.  everything else is moving well.

I am grateful to my Father for a good day.  and it's a pretty cool video with Miles Davis in it.