i guess a day can be so nondescript that it seems no big deal to log it, but in this Journey, there is nothing that is beneath being recorded, because this is a trip of learning. and missing as i do means discipline is slipping with the lack of familiarity, which is not cool.
so i got up yesterday, exhausted and way too early. i came downstairs and did what i had to to move forward on the beans, but i fell asleep in the living room chair after i moved the process along. i did get prayers done but i didn't read my books. when i woke again, i took meds and insulin, and had breakfast and coffee, and i got my ass semi-in gear. i did hit my meeting. i did lunch with Lonnie. i did talk to Rachel briefly. i got to bed early. but i didn't journal. i am coming down with a cold, and i have no idea how bad this one is going to be. but that doesn't matter, because i have to progress regardless of that.
some things are coming easier now. i can get myself together for a day without much effort. i'm allowing myself some comfort in my parent's home. i am honored and blessed to be in a position to look out for them more directly. still, things have to move forward. work to do today. got up way too early again, said prayers, did readings. had iced coffee (leftover coffee from yesterday) and water. didn't write yesterday; have written today. on my way to gym. it's time to get shit moving. will log this evening. that's about it for the moment. I am grateful for yesterday, and i will attempt to maintain that gratitude today.
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