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Friday, July 29, 2016

uncoupling booster rocket

a successful launch.  broke through earth's atmosphere again, with enough thrust to carry us out and lock into coordinates.  now it's time for impulse power, a steady pulsing of the engines, with navigational responsibilities to log any alteration in our course and make the necessary corrections.  we are on our way.

i got up and prayed this morning, but the prayer was rough.  i got dressed, had a cup of coffee and went for my walk.  i walked up to mansell and circled back around.  i was tired, and i wasn't feeling a long long walk. not to mention i'd done some work on a new groove and wanted to get back to it.  i got back, had coffee and water while i took insulin and meds and i got my day started with breakfast.  had a sausage and egg on toast sandwich with cheese.  i had a sandwich with chips and a diet iced tea for lunch and i had wings and cabbage and potato salad for dinner.  three chocolate chip cookies for dessert.

i worked on the groove and i went to counseling.  i went to the store to get my stuff for lunch.  i cleaned the surfaces in the kitchen and i have to finish my cleaning tomorrow.  i talked to Rachel this evening, and she is under a lot of stress, family stuff.  i talked to Lonnie a couple of times and took him some lasagna.  talked to my mom briefly as well.  i still feel sadness, but i am still productive and so i guess i can be two things or more at the same time, by God's grace.  ]

Tomorrow the plan is to finish cleaning my apartment and to work on poetry and music.  i will pray better in the morning, because i won't short-change God any more than i already am.  Thank you, Father, for allowing me this journey.

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