absolute misery...

just enough to make a quick notation.  i'm burdened again, it seems, with a UTI, which has been going on for the past 4 days or so.  i am absolutely sick of this pain, so i'm trying to proactively go deeper into why it is recurring.  but as my nights are a misery of broken sleep, chills, pain in my back, night sweats and overheating and a thousand runs to the bathroom, lost past the point of my fluid intake for the day, i've not been writing here, and i apologize for that.  i will try to do better.  for now, however, i'm trying to go back to sleep.