Emotive...

amazing.  there is something different inside me, and this is how i know.  i don't honestly believe that the gentleman for whom this card was given could verbalize this emotion, but the sentiment, in tandem with the relationship i've developed with him, touched me very deeply.  this card is from a woman whose son is a client of ours and he rides to his workshop with us.  we laugh together, something he apparently did not do much of before.  i don't ascribe anything special in that to me; i am so blessed to be able to encounter this kind of humanness, this kind of truth within a soul.  but it makes me feel good, that someone would take time to pass this to me, a kindness that i need so much right now, a hug that folds and fits into an envelope.  i don't feel bad for my sentimentality.  i only wish that i could do more than i do.  he's a very cool young man. 

anyway, it was a good day.  waking was hard because of broken sleep, but i got to work, got readings and medicine and prayer done, did my job, made breakfast for my mom, dad and brother, had a good lunch and a dinner that was on point though not what i wanted especially.  i am in bed now, pondering a said thing that i wish hadn't been said, but done bun can't be undone, as Stephen King once wrote (Insomnia, in case you're interested), so i have to live with the consequences, should there be any. 

i have a job interview on Thursday, Tru-Green again.  i don't know what i'm going to do.  i lied and told the caller that i was proficient with Excel, and when you start with a lie you start with a problem.  i love doing what i'm doing now, though, and would rather do this than just about anything else.  so, i'm going to pray on it, and follow God's directives.  meanwhile, sleep, a new day, and we'll see what it brings when it's time.  i thank my Heavenly Father for these blessings and so many others.