bed

a cold, cold day.  that's the best i can say about today.  it was a lazy day, a day of hibernation, a cold, cold day.
i got up and had to say my prayers in the living room, because the cold was going to keep me in bed without mercy.  i took insulin, had breakfast, watched some television and then went back to bed.  i got up, gave my brother the spaghetti i made, and then went back to bed.  i got up, made copies of some documents my brother needed for a thing he's working on, and went back to bed.  i read in bed.  i wrote a bit, had lunch, and went back to bed.  i talked to R a hot second before i ate, telling her i'd call back, then i called back and she was sleep apparently so i went back to bed.  i had soup and a cut up kielbassa for dinner.  i watched some more television.  i read some more.  i talked to R up to this very point.  and i'm in my bedroom.

my bedroom is warm.  the bathroom is warm.  i don't know if syd's room is warm.  i know the living room, dining area, kitchen and back utility area are freezing.  i made a peanut butter sandwich for a snack.  i've been okay with doing very little today.  i told syd the policy, again, on her meanderings out of the house for extended periods, but i've accepted that some things you can't really teach, despite how incredibly painful the alternative way of learning can be.  some things you just have to pray, turn them over, and do the next right thing.  i am going to the gym in the morning.  i am going to see my parents tomorrow.  i am going to write tomorrow.  i have things i have to get done.  but i am going to bed now.  thank you, Jehovah, for warmth and shelter, which everyone does not have.