new day

well, we're going to get back to the good stuff, action wise anyway.  it is cold this morning, and i had to turn the heat back on.  i love sleeping in a chill, but waking up with a flu is not fun and i have no wish to repeat that.  i woke rough, which is another side-effect of sleeping in a chill, and i haven't gotten to the gym today.  gonna have to take a walk later, do a mile, get the time in.  i took five extra units of long acting insulin this morning, not because i'm doing bad, but because at the class they reiterated the long acting i'm using should last 24 hours, i am going to see what better coverage i can get with enough long acting to keep me on point, with proper diet and exercise of course.  so i have to get ready for the last diabetic education class, and i'd like to grab a cup of coffee before i go in.
i got a shower when i got up, after my prayer.  i had two poached eggs, a piece of toast and three pieces of cheddar cheeses for breakfast.  i am thinking about going to the Playhouse with R this weekend, see a production i saw in the Metro.  gotta take a dvd back to the library today.  it seems, at times when i read this stuff, that my life is really, really...BORING, and ordinary.  but then again, i have to get back to working on my books, i have to gather information as to why customers in their particular demographics enjoy reading my books so that i can pass that on to the person who's helping me to promote my stuff, and i have to see what i can do about a cover for the book of old lazarus.  so its not really completely pedestrian.  i just do things, everyone does.  i worry about money still.  i'm waiting to hear back from the lady from the Clinic about the recovery coach position.  i am moving in the right direction, so even if i don't get the whore position at the Clinic, i will still be working again soon.  that's one of the side projects of this trip.

i'm having a problem.  i am glad tomorrow is counseling.  i did get a weigh in, and i've lost 14 pounds so far.  my insulin is down, way down.  why do i feel like i want to run the other way?  i have to figure out why i'm slipping and get back on track.  nothing much to write tonight.