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it's early Thursday morning.  i have been out and in conscious-wise all wednesday evening, so i'm getting this down before i'm out for the last of the night.  yesterday wasn't very eventful either, but no denying this is sometimes for the best.  i did the regular stuff, i worked and it was all good (had to redo paperwork, have to be more aware, one mistake and a whole sheet has to be redone), i saw my mom and dad, i went to the meeting and the meeting went well.  i got two calls on resumes i've sent out, one which i passed on as they were not offering any money, less than i'm making now.  the other one i've got an interview today between runs, they didn't talk money, i could have asked them on the phone, but i want to see what they are talking about and what they look like in person.  i got to talk to the Boss, she's been not feeling as well, some medicinal stuff, and her route is shorter with Kyle gone to another provider.  it's just change after change here, and that is the stuff of life.  i asked my mother to tell my brother i'd like to talk to him before he's gone again.  maybe that will happen, maybe it won't, but i have no way to contact him other than my mom.  i could get his number, but i want this to be on his time, because it will be on my terms and that would be as much middle ground as is possible.  i'm ready for the end of the week, i know that much.  i am weary, and i'm just ready for a break.  but i'm grateful for all i've been blessed with, and i'm ready to work on the news letter over the weekend.  thank you, Father.