to wake up in the morning, feeling for all the world as if i am in a cave and should not be woke at all, for the past several days, this is just about as close to the vibe i'm in right now as i can get.
yesterday was good, i got it all in, that i can tell. with the exception of having to call the colleges back that i emailed and get some information on financial aid, prereqs and registration. but i think that's going to be a Thursday thing, only day i don't have something actually scheduled. i also may have to ask PCS to schedule me for first aid class, as CCA is not responding, but i did call their HR yesterday to ask for the certification. they passed the buck down the line, but that wasn't unexpected.
so today, i woke up early, about five something. that was in the plan. but it was cold, baby, it was coooooooold... i'd turned the heat down when i left the house yesterday and it still hasn't completely heated back up yet. i guess it just comes down to making arrangements for HEAP, as i need help with these bills right about now. but i got up. said my prayer. turned on the coffee maker. took my medicines. read my meditations as i cooked my breakfast. had coffee and water. the kitchen table was like resting my arms on the surface of a winter pond...in Oslo. then i jumped back under the covers. eventually, like in the last 20 minutes, i forced myself to leave the comforter, take a shower and shave, and jumped back beneath the comforter. now i'm planning on getting lotioned and dressed, heating up my car, going to the library to get some shit done, and heading to my meeting. i am debating on going to my parent's house afterward, but i don't know. the eating thing is still being tweaked and i have to plan for lunch before i get hungry so i eat responsibly. plus it is bill paying time, i have to get that shit done as well. but i have started the day, and wanted to remark upon that. i'll detail the rest tonight.
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