i didn't hit the gym today, but i got up and got to work. said prayer, took meds and insulin, had breakfast. i got the measurements on Janice's Journal and wrote them down to start searching for a printer. i made the cover completely, which made me very happy indeed. i got to my meeting and got things set up, with a promise to my mom i'd stop by for lunch afterwards. i had talked briefly to Rachel before the meeting, and briefly as i was sitting with my mother. we had Chinese food from Fortune Garden for lunch; well, i had wings and hot & sour soup and an egg roll.
i came home, after i picked up a couple things from the store, and i lazed about for a bit. i sent an email to Syd's instructor in VD&I about possibly doing the printing on Old Lazarus and am waiting on a call. i have to get some sort of price for that book in order to begin figuring out the rest. but i am on a good path, and i can tell that. Syd and I had breakfast for dinner. my brother will be coming by for breakfast, and we'll have breakfast for breakfast. i talked to Rachel for a good while this evening, caught her coming in the house. her comfort level in my life seems to have increased significantly in the last couple of weeks, but that is part of my apprehension as well. i don't want the other shoe to drop. i definitely hate the feeling of waiting for it to happen. so there is change. good change. different scenarious coming to the fore. and the question, the real question, is do i have the faith and the willingness to move thi forward? i pray to Jehovah that the answer is yes. but for now, the answer is bed. and sleep. and the morning will bring what it brings. 'There'll be water, as God wills it', yes?
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