...lingering...

well, i'm sick.

and i've been sick since sunday night, or likely since sunday itself.  sort of explains why i was so very beat up by cutting the grass.

but i also missed two days of journaling, and that's not cool.  so this will of a necessity be brief, but it will be.

i've been medicating and trying to rest, but the details of life don't stop because i'm sick.

i've been praying, and getting up.  haven't been to the gym this week.  i've been to the printer, which was a good experience.  i took my dad to his doctor appointment on tuesday morning, which was a drag because of being sick and so damn early in the morning.  i've spoken to Rachel, but she's going through something right now.  i've not had much contact with Lonnie.  i've gotten a video done for The Land of Evolon, with Joshua, Lonnie's son.  i've been eating way too many carbs.  i'm weary, stuffy, and i feel like murdering someone.  that's about the extent of it for now.  i am grateful for life, but not very.  and i'm sorry about that.  maybe i'll feel better tomorrow.