keeping it simple for now. it's Wednesday, middle of the week. i've kept it low-key lately, trying to just take care of the basics. getting up. getting a prayer in. taking meds and washing my ass. driving safely. being patient with the clients. trying not to get too tied into the bullshit that's happening at work with the changing of the guard. dealing with the inanities of my co-workers as they clamor for position with the new ops manager. it's just fucking ridiculous, but it happens everywhere so i might as well accept it.
not going to columbus this weekend, but i'm going to take some time for myself. i have to. i need to not be around people for a brief moment. been no room to inhale and exhale. but i have to start getting ready for the end of November. the so-called 'holy'day, our meeting anniversary, my own sober anniversary...shit to do, and there will at least be some days off work, which is a blessing.
i am okay.
i have to remember that.
and i really am moving toward that. just weary. i think.
anyway, just wanted to drop something here, so i don't do the whole fade.
thank you, Father, for the day.
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