tomorrow...

again, a change.  again, a switch, another group of clients, another group of individuals i'll need to learn, to know, to deal with.  again, trying to just keep things in one place.  it could be worse.  it's been worse recently.  i'm blessed and i'm grateful, but it is again, a change...

i woke late today.  it was strange to have that happen.  i woke at 433 and it was late.  i had turned off my alarm clock on tuesday night, as i didn't have to work yesterday, and i woke up late.  i started to panic, to rush, then decided things would go the way they were supposed to go, they were what they were supposed to be.  so i prayed, and i got up and i took my shower.  i had to, from grilling yesterday.  i had a bowl of cereal, i took my medicine and i read my books and i did not have time for coffee and i got my ass out the house to work, and i got there at my regular time. 

having a good amount of sleep supplanted the need for coffee, and having two individuals off today helped as well, as it was a short run.  we were back early.  i went to Gabriel brothers and Burlington, looking for cooler shirts and possibly some loafers.  didn't find much of either, and have a couple things i have to return.  i'm not doing well controlling what i put in my face, but i'm trying to stay honest about it.  anyway, i got two pieces i have to take back tomorrow.  not spending money on
'tomorrow i can fit this'. 

i went to my mother's house, made her a sandwich and talked to her for a bit.  it was nice to know how happy my parents were, seeing Syd's child.  i watched some television, then went to get some lunch and back to work.

the afternoon was even quicker.  one of the morning's riders had to go home early, so we only had five to drop off.  i got home early, have eaten dinner and redid TOTEMS AND SPELLS, since i can't seem to get an approval on the cover.,  i want to take a bath, that is the plan, as soon as i finish this. 

i guess i'm really concerned about my lack of discipline, but it's not unusual.  i start eating and it just rolls on.  i've been doing better, but i am not doing what i am supposed to be doing.  the strength is prayed for so it's delivered, but i am eating to stave off other things, and i know that i am.  time to get more honest.  regardless, i'm going to get off this thing, get back to doing some necessary things, and put it down soon for the night.  thank you, Jehovah, for a nice, cooler day.