wow...

...i mean, it's like i just vanished, huh?  how odd.  i can't even begin to explain why i just dipped on journaling like that.  i know it's been a very great amount of detail for the past several days.  i know i have hit some goals and need to get back to working on some others and set some new ones as well.  and i know my friend's death has me thinking a bit more mortally than usual.  but still, to just not write and to not realize that i'm not writing...that's odd, even for me. 

today was pretty common, but it had some twists along the way.  for one, i have been trying to switch the order of taking some of my meds, so that my bladder can sustain our route for the morning runs.  it went well enough during the experimental phase last week, but today, after being off for 2 days, i just took the Lasix as if i wasn't already invested in saving that one at least until the afternoon.  but i did manage to pee several times before we started the run, and only had to go once we hit the first workshop, so that was okay, but i'm already preparing for tomorrow.  then one of our client was very emotional today.  he and his mother are moving and change is not something that most autistic individuals handle with a grin and a grain of salt.  over the weekend i was trying to find someone with a pickup truck as the client in question's mother is trying to give me some stuff i can use, but that didn't pan out either.  i did get up and pray however.  without rushing i took meds and insulin and read my morning books and scripture, and i had breakfat before going to work.  i did the job and i went to the store and got a chicken to bake sometime in the near future. 

i will get back to something more orderly tomorrow.  i'm just grateful to Jehovah for my life and the ability to write it down.