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Sunday, February 7, 2016

beginning (before)

i'm about to go to sleep, as i have things to do tomorrow.  i had a good day, a little busy, a little constructive, a little neglectful, but mostly in preparation for the coming day and the coming week.
i start training for certification to obtain the peer support position (recovery coach) at Neil Kennedy.  it's one of those things that grates against my sensibilities, but i am trying to see it as something that can be beneficial down the line.  reading through the material, it's apparent that the lunatics are in the halls.  but that's life in the new millennium.  so i can either learn the new ways so that my ability to be of service can be brought up to speed, or i continue being ineffective in an insane world and just hope that one day the pieces come together magically.  not much chance of that.

i went to the meeting but not the Hall.  i had to get stuff to prepare so Syd would have things here in the course of the week.  i got the meeting rent to Lester to pay at the clinic.  i started reading the course material, and its as bizarre as i'd believed it would be.  but it's a change of pace, it will put me in a position to do something different in my life and who knows where it could lead to?

so, one day at a time.  get up, say my prayers, get to the gym.  come home, have coffee, take blood reading, take insulin and meds, eat something and get ready to skedaddle to this training.  there from 8 to 5, lord.

Thank you, Father, for the opportunity, and please help me be grateful and open minded.

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