well, the week is almost done.  i'm almost done too.  got just enough juice left to journal and crash.  feels like, anyway.  i'm a bit hungry, but i think that's mental.  anway...

today was a nice day.  the run was not bad, saw my daughter and my grandson, made dinner for my mom, stayed out of the way of foolishness and drama and had a good time of it.  but i'm weary; i didn't get in a nap, and the sleep at night is still not one unbroken block. 

had some things happen, though.  not a pristine week, though we're only dealing with the day overall.  realized a co-worker separated all our mailboxes, or rearranged them i should say, with all the black drivers relegated to the bottom of the second column, at the end.  there was no reason for this, as she was not asked to rearrange the mail boxes and simply took it upon herself to do so. but she did, and it took me a minute to notice, because you don't really look for obvious and blatant things, you tune yourself way in to try to perceive the subtle.  but i spoke with the head person about redoing the mailboxes, and i'll take it upon myself to alphabetize them, which would make much more sense.  i can't imagine the woman who did this doesn't realize how bad things should get for her, or for the company if enough of the brothers and sisters found it offensive.  but, i prayed and acted on my prayer, and that's the best thing to do, i believe.

i am going to go out to find a car at some point this weekend.  i've gotten far too used to driving my mother's car, and i don't believe in dependence when action is required.  we'll see what we turn up. 

i feel okay, eating needs to be tightened back up, i know and i will act on it.  that's it, no excuses will do.  i know, and i will act on it.

i'm grateful.  things are moving forward, and change is in the air.  i thank my Father for the provisions of the day and the blessings of my life so far.