Rough Wakings

my accomplishment today will have to be that i made it to my office.  i am here now, doing this entry into the Journey.  it is my accomplishment, including the tiny amount of writing that i could do, because i'm exhausted.  it feels like i'm going to pass out.  i have eaten my dinner, but that's not it.  this is an everyday kind of feeling now.  i'm sick of it, but it doesn't seem to change. 

anyway, the day was cool, got through it.  clients were safe, the one i thought i was losing to the other guys was waiting for my bus today and i felt a great sense of relief.  now i'm home and i'm ready to crash. doctor's appointment tomorrow.  just feeling like i'm going to go under.  and it's only almost seven.  but i feel like i feel.

i've nothing deeper than that right now.  grandson is walking when he wants to.  i'm blessed and grateful for time to spend with him, and i thank Jehovah for the blessing today has been.