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Wednesday, January 9, 2019

It Never Rains...but it Pours...

a new day, an ending, a prelude to the next beginning.  a thought, a sigh, an ache that runs the width of my back.  time.  and then the hopes to repeat the sequence again.

i'm done with this day, and i have been since about 5pm.  it has been long, and hard, and it's been tiresome.  no getting around that.  it is going to be worse, and i'm going to have to step up a game that i didn't even want to play in the first place. 

but before all that...how about that skillet collection?

now.  today was snowy, icy and cold.  it started with snow and cold, especially compared to yesterday's tornado-generating 58 degrees in January.  but, as the cold was not unexpected, dealing with it was just a thing to do.  and i did it.  i got up early, got shaved and showered, came back and said my prayer and got to the kitchen for readings and eating and medicine.  saw a tiny resident again, really need to set out some traps and just start killing them.  but i am still being soft-hearted, i guess.  you pay for your actions in this world though...

work was a bundle of stupidity wrapped in hideous paper.  from the start of going out with Da Boss to learn her route and having to switch to a different route in the afternoon, to the noon meeting and the annoyance of someone who puts on a constant show and does not know how to shut the fuck up, to Josh, my friend's son, having an accident on black ice on the way home from work.  just been a mental and emotional circus today.  i have a bunch of things that i need to do, but i haven't got time to even get them started, much less completed.  comes with the territory, i know, but i got to get them done regardless of what territory i'm in right now.

blessing: today i have been at PCS for one complete cycle around the sun.  that feels good.  i'm just mentally exhausted right now, and i need to get my ass in gear.  so i'm going to thank my Father for watching over my dad and mom, and i'm going to remember to remain grateful for all that comes with breathing for another day. 

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